There’s so much I want to do. Endless tasks to be done. Yet limited hours lie before me in the day and blip of a week ahead. Where in the world do I even start? What first? It all matters. Have you found yourself at this crossroads before? Staring down the multitude of routes to take. You want desperately to pick the path that leads to peace and purpose, joy and fulfillment. And I suppose it’s possible they’ll all get you there. But how do you know which turn to take? Which road to run down ... VIEW POST

I couldn’t wait to cross the finish line. Complete the project. Reach the goal. I had worked so hard. Busied my beat-up body to the bones in effort to accomplish the giant undertaking of writing my first 55,000 word manuscript. And I was overjoyed at the mere thought of nestling up in the escape of a good book, taking leisurely afternoon strolls with Mike, and breathing in deep draughts of life till peace restored my weary walk. It sounded fabulous. I could hardly wait.  And I ... VIEW POST

Do you ever have so many words, you have no words? I mean, if someone were to ask you, “How is your heart?” You would freeze. Solid. Packed so full of diverse emotions, that the fear of a messy explosion keeps you bottled up in a silent, seeming-safe-place. A dwelling that actually resembles more of a well of mucky debris. That description seems most fitting for my current inner chaos. I’m not so sure you want in, and I’m not so sure I want to see the yuck of what might come out. Do ... VIEW POST